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29th-Nov-2009 06:15 pm(no subject)
Name - Nia
I'm a size 4 now. Yay? Up until like, I dunno around June/July I was busting out of a size 6 (as in, some days I had to suck it in and still wrestle the button and zipper.) I have done this without the aide of pharmaceuticals. Maybe it is the happy light. I haven't felt hungry as much. Definitely more constantly queasy since Buddy and I broke up but it hasn't changed the amount of eating I do.
Now all I need to do is cut out my lazy "day off" days where I eat 2,000 calories and proceed to feel fat.

Starting tomorrow I'm going to start watching what I eat on the daily, too because usually what I eat is like, 5 tortilla chips with some salsa and a piece of cheese and a half a spoon of peanut butter. Sometimes I eat light soup. Then I don't eat all day. Then I drink 4 beers and have a shot of tequila. I am thinking the peanut butter and maybe the cheese are ok. But my diet as of late has just been crappy comfort food and booze.

I know it's basically impossible to gain weight after a week of eating 2,000 calories instead of 900 but still. I'm freaked. Not really. But kinda.

Why am I writing about this?

I have a rat now. Her name is Pandora. She's basically fucking awesome.
13th-Nov-2009 07:45 pm(no subject)
Name - Nia
I hate pretty much everyone.
Fuck off.
15th-Oct-2009 02:08 am - Coming Down.
Name - Nia
If you don't mind, could we not fight? I see you're close, woman, in the night ... I'm sober ... Still alive. Waste your days on your own; getting drunk, getting stoned. I'm sober ... Still alone. See your face, see your eyes. Shouldn't have left, shouldn't have lied ... I'm sober ... Spirit's died. Must I always take a backseat? Must I always be your clown? Did you ever really love me? Were you always coming down?
23rd-Jul-2009 12:19 am(no subject)
Name - Nia
Dear Obama;
If any of the shit you are trying to pull results in my no longer being prescribed medication, I will move to Canada.
Not kidding;
Me.
16th-Jul-2009 03:10 pm - I made this.
Name - Nia

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